So first off... im gonna try and keep this updated more often.... i tend to just write on my myspace blog cause i just put general stuff there, and here i usually put more deeper thoughts.. anyway...

secondly... i have another song for ya!!
Its by superchick and its called Beauty from Pain

The lights go out all around me
On Last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know im alive but i feel like ive died

All that left is to accept that its over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that i made
I try to keep warm but i jsut grow colder
I feel like im sleipping away

My whole world is the pain inside me
The best i can do is just get through the day
And life before is only a memory
I wonder why God lets me walk through this place
And though i cant understand why this happenedIi know that i will when i wake up somedya
and see how youve brought beaurty form ashes. and made me as gold purified from these flames

After all ths has passed
I still will remain
After ive cried my last
Theyll be beauty from pain
Though it wont be today
sometday ill hope again
And theyll be beauty from pain, you will bring breauty from my pain

I dont know this just made me think a lot.... like no matter how tough or complicated the situation gets, God has put us there and we can take hold of hope knowing that there is a purpose in our suffering, and on the other sid eof it all, we will be okay, we will ahve grown, and the hope that we had once lost will be our again... not only that, but we will be better people because of it... beauty will come out of our pain... get it?